Doc.'s appointment yesterday. Last session. Glad i don't have to die (: Was that close enough beforehand, but now.. Idk. Lol. Met Eileen, kfc and got homework from Jolyn, then Eileen's house, catch rabbit and studied at Mac. At night, dinner at beach road with their family and home (:

I need to study like siao today.

I though it's clear, but i think i realised it's not.
Nevermind, i mentioned, i have to really bluff myself it is.
Bluff myself that idk anything.
Bluff myself that it doesn't bother me.
Bluff myself that i must forgive and forget.
Bluff myself that it's okay, it don't matter.
Bluff myself that it only occurs once in a while.
Bluff myself that it'll be over soon.
Bluff myself that it's all MY fault.
This is how much i have to bluff myself continuously.