i feel kindda guilty over the whole issue now. it's as though we've caused alot of inconvenience to all. though i was tested negative, somehow i still felt it wasn't a thorough check, y'know. but.. tsktsk. at least because i'm negative, the chances of everybody else contracting it would be alot lower. so thank god lah. but i nearly died midway. i'm serious! haha, anyways this ain't any joke. idk if i could focus well for tomorrow's paper. suck la. i'm already feeling damn uncomfortable now and i still have to take my papers tomorrow. what if i die midway. omg. anyways u received a number of calls today, from mrs tan and mr zul. somehow they don't seem to work together. they ask the same question and say the same thing. so i gotta' repeat everything. fk y'know. made me feel worst, and my throat suffered the most. tsktsk. life is so saddening. and i'm the only who returns to school on tuesday. fkfkfk. i feel like dying already. 7days is a long time manxzxz. i just hope my temperature don't jump up anymore especially for tomorrow afternoon. hai. i still feel very guilty.

anyway i think i'll permanantly change my doc to the doc i've consulted today. she's nice and pretty. and most importantly she's damn caring lor. she's not even my family doc yet and she's willing to spend so much time on me, speaking to mrs tan and all. worst is, the school kindda' pissed her off i think. what a stupid school.

i should have forced rach to go home earlier. tsk. now the whole issue became so big. and end up we all suffer ): hai. i think alot of people suffered from this issue.