heartache;
when you begin to recall.

i feel like complaining non-stop.
i feel like ranting non-stop.
but i know i can't.

i feel that something's bothering me.
but i don't know what it is.

i feel that life sucks now/at time.
but i shouldn't be feeling this way.

i feel mean towards people.
but i still treat them this way.

tsktsk..my life is in a bad.
my life is all wrecked up.

y'know when i think of me studying so hard and end up everything go down into the drain, i feel very.. words cannot be described manxzx. cos' i seriously think i cannot make it, given the records i have. fkfkfk. now i think back; what's the point of them giving me a chance? afterall it isn't gonna' help, or will it? maybe it will. i shall remain optimistic for the time being.

i want to grumble alot, but who's willing to listen. tsktsk..