i feel so weak manxz. yet i can't rest. i feel so intense the moment i start to rest la. zzz. sigh. 2 docs within a day. think i'll consult another one on coming monday if i still feel so unwell. thankgod, there're days for me to recuperate. i feel so stress, thus how can i rest. sigh.

i wished i'm on loa instead being on mc. it sucks man. i can't even take a step out simply because i feel damn weak. gosh. i feel like i'm paralysed in fact. anyway, at least i've been working on math. tsktsk. i just feel uneasy. and i think i'm beginning to develop a phobia of sleeping. laughs. i'm serious. it's as though the moment i begin to sleep, somebody will just wake me up and stop me from sleeping. and now i gotta take my temp. early in the morning everyday. thus i gotta' really sleep in damn early. sigh. it's so tiring. i just feel like asking somebody to take my life away manxz. that's the reason why i hated being sick. cos' once i fall sick, it takes a long time for me to really well and energetic. but i don't think my immune system is that weak afterall. tsktsk.

lc ytd suck big time. i felt like dying while doing my lc manxz. omg. now that i recall, i wonder what held me back all along. just thankgod that i held on till the end of lc. and i hate the school la. they're damn unreasonable manxz. they only worsen my current condition. even if they think i'm on loa, what gives them the rights to speak to me in such a manner! yes, i'm still very mad when i think back. i was just doing what i was asked to do over the phone okay! to save the trouble, i've already took the initiative to do what i was asked to do and end up i got reprimanded for no reason. damn it. (my hands feel so weak to continue typing) sigh. whatever the case, i don't wanna' mention anymore. because i'm beginning to feel more uncomfortable when i get angry. and i cannot allow my gastric or migraine to act up at this moment because i've complete my set of medication and i can't get out to purchase another set. fk right?

bye, i'll do my work now.