i feel so sad. i've slackened alot lately. even teachers said so. thus i really need to buck up but stupid internet kept tempting me. i've been shopping online recently, even when i'm having prelims! wtf.. have already spent up to 200plus bucks online already. this is really bad. and at the same time, mommy just kept giving me money. this is not helping at all. i'll collect my stuffs later and i hope i dont see anyone cos' .. lol. on the contrary, i feel happy. at least my hard work didn't went down the drain.

i shall study now. doing math paper, and it's really difficult. am i having a mental block now or not? i seem to be unable to solve every question. sigh. having tuition later, so i should really start work now, lest i waste my tuition time doing work again. i want school badly, i don't like holidays. i hate the internet. i should stop shopping. after i get my loots today, i'll stop my search already (i hope i really do) somebody.. please stop me.

enough of rantings. i need my motivation back to study.