i need to stop this lifestyle. i've been lazing at home non-stop since my return. ugh. i haven't given out a single gift yet. i haven't get myself prepared for the upcoming chalet. all i did was remain still, doing nothing. then, it replays time and again. how nice it'd be if time could rewind. bring me back to where i used to stand, where life seemed more meaningful and enjoyable than now. a lot of things to be done. but i'm not starting any. how i wished there's something for me to push myself towards too. but right now, there isn't any. no goal. nothing. aimless. except for all the miscellanuous stuffs. those are which i'm really lazy to look into.

i wna catch alot of movies.
1 mulan
2 the princess and the frog
3 avatar
4 paranormal activity
5 christmas carol

words can't describe.
i want to use my vaio to do alot of stuffs. but it makes my blood boil. zzz. i hate it. i guess i have to get windows 7 for puffy now. then i must get a lot of games to keep me busy. should i get a wii? psp.go? fk. or should i just go travelling. so many things that i wanna do. but i can never make up my mind. zzz. i'll post the photos now.